Geez... what is that?
New Years blah-blah
. When you get tired of beating yourself up over things that may or may not have happened,
i.e., memories, then you will just stop. You need to get totally gagging fed up with your b.s.
through awareness and then you will just drop it. It's only a decision.
Write down everyone you have to forgive and then burn your list, because it's not real. Forgive yourself completely and unconditionally because there is only you, but not the little ''you'', the Big One.
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You can't hurt anyone, only their stories of must, should, shouldn't, want's, not wants, hurt them. You just aren't as powerful as their stories... of course, you have you own crappy stories of how things should be or shouldn't be and they hurt you ... WTF, do you think you are GOD? .... well, you are
but more on that later.
Have a great 2017... and stop being so stupid.
Love ya, Jed