INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

there's indeed a guy who adores me
he's a sikh, with turban and a dagger. a real man

but i feel indifferent to his feelings

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i'm doing osho's dynamic meditation these days
today i was so upset that i can't do it properly that i started my own crying meditation

haven't cried for a while
now i feel better

i've been looking for information for years
searching and searching and searching

new concepts, wider, wider, more encompassing - but still concepts

what will i do, when i'm fed up with it? when i don't longer need the 'answers' from ouside
/you see, i'm still looking for new information, for an answer/

its 1 am here and its my birthday
i'll have some sleep and tomorrow we will celebrate
thank you

(aurora - awekening)

just dropping by

weird, i've been here since 2014. pretty much nothing changed. except i had multiple psychoses and met someone important to me