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Jed McKenna

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Re: Without wanting something...
« Reply #30 on: October 06, 2017, 07:32:07 am »
You want to be somebody, sooo.... hmm... are you not somebody already? I'm confused... or have you got to the point where you realize you are nobody? Let me know.

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Re: Without wanting something...
« Reply #31 on: January 23, 2018, 12:52:33 pm »
Long period of time on a dream level as a "person" I feeling myself like a useless piece of sh1t.
Jed, do I need to do with that something?
Or any question about " how to be on a dream level" is already useless piece of sh1t?
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Re: Without wanting something...
« Reply #32 on: January 24, 2018, 02:00:06 am »
What if that is what everyone is...or maybe everyone is a saint... or, what if all that was just mind garbage? Made up garbage so one can feel better about being just a slightly less piece of shite than another one?

If it's all made up (and it definitely is) then make up something that's more fun...why not.

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Re: Without wanting something...
« Reply #33 on: April 22, 2018, 08:46:34 pm »
Last few weeks, I dont know how to make some more fun, I feel myself like loosing any motivation to do anything except food, when its really need, body needs, and very rarely make some hobby. The most of the time I seating at my room and contemplate inside my person a dark-dark-dark feelings and apathy about most of the things.
This sort of question arise in a head: What can I give to the others? What can I tell them when we meet? They are so belive and sure in their (whatever) goals, their importance, or that every moment of their life they trying to find more pleasure and fun, and on the other side is me, who not sure in anything, especially in this "me", in my thoughts in a head, in my feelings, in pain inside, not sure in what I want. What can I say to others at this level, when somebody (friends, parents, people around) want to spend time or drink coffee with me? This diffidence paralize me, and I siting at home already a week or a few, and dont take a phone when somebody calling. And this strange feelings that Im not sure what is this "me", but at the same time I steel have this "I, me, mine" level.

Jed, where I need to look, and for what things i need to be focusing?
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Re: Without wanting something...
« Reply #34 on: April 22, 2018, 10:03:04 pm »
I suggest you start forgiving. Make it your next ''habit''. Forgiving is not for the other, only for you... to release from an illusory past and fictitious future. If you find you can't forgive something then forgive yourself for that.

Everything... your chair is a good place to start... and work yourself up to the universe.

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