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Jed McKenna

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« Reply #45 on: February 28, 2018, 05:00:29 am »
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« Reply #46 on: March 04, 2018, 01:10:50 am »
The search seems to have stopped. Itís all seen as arising in THAT and so itís seen that no emotion/thought/action has more value/
meaning than the other. I wouldnít even say that it is meaningless or valueless - it just arises. Itís like some sort of acceptance/surrender of what is arising where nobody really accepts/surrenders.

I have just started reading your 3rd book (from the 1st trilogy) which Iíve had for years but didnít feel like reading and then all of a sudden I felt drawn to it. And the timing felt just perfect (obviously). I remember that this conscious desire to learn the arising patterns came about  a year ago. There was no reason behind it, I was just super curious. By now, some patterns are seen very clearly and some not. Itís a fun game that I donít even have to do anything in particular to play - it just happens and then I go ďoh, I see!Ē.

Over the last few years,  my life became simpler and a lot less busy. The sense I had while it was happening is that a space was being cleared out for something Iím not aware of as yet. At the moment, I feel like Iím in this wide ocean of possibilities and Iím waiting to see which possibility/possibilities will coagulate for me. Fun times.

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« Reply #47 on: March 05, 2018, 08:21:01 am »
Surrender/acceptance - thatís all that seems to be ďhappeningĒ at the moment.  Every emotion, every thought, every sensation, every move is seen as just arising. No discrimination or hierarchy. Nothing is personal. ďHomeĒ is everywhere as thereís nothing/nowhere thatís not ďhomeĒ. Itís so so deeply intimate. Itís not at all as ďIĒ thought it would be. Further...

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« Reply #48 on: March 06, 2018, 02:53:16 am »
I have said it in many ways before.... glad to hear you express it your way... :o :o :o

Itís not at all as ďIĒ thought it would be.

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« Reply #49 on: March 06, 2018, 02:34:46 pm »
Thank you, Jed. Thank you for your time and the pointers that have been pivotal on my journey - really really grateful.

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« Reply #50 on: March 07, 2018, 12:05:11 am »
And thank you for having the courage and taking the effort to find out what is real for you. It take courage but as you are finding out, it's well worth it.

Write me anytime.

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