Hi Jed,
Thank you very much for your reply.
I have meditated on your “instructions” to stop “waiting” and wrote the thoughts and questions that were coming up. The last one was “How do I stop my mind from looking for the Truth in the dream?” and then I had to laugh because I realised that you already gave me my answer: “Look for what isn’t..” I will do that and see what comes up next.
Again, thank you!