Hey C - glad if it’s of any help.
After doing Scott’s inquiry I realised that my mind came up with a new “goal”: “I will be “fully” awake once the sense of separation disappears”. Ha! Looking for another experience to “wake up” - how ludicrous. Whether the character feels separate or not is irrelevant - just another story. NOBODY wakes up, EVER!! And yet the movement towards the “goal” of “enlightenment” still happens. And that’s irrelevant too. There is still a belief running that the Truth has a specific “flavour” but ANY flavour, however subtle, is within the realm of perception and therefore has nothing to do with the Truth. Further...