Yes, how can a story called ''I'' make another story called ''pain/separation'' go away.. where is ''away''? Where is it in the first place?
Stop for a moment... you are talking about the event, one in the past, and using your memory (highly flawed) to help rationalize things. If you didn't enjoy the argument why on earth would you engage in it? Now, you might have enjoyed it, and it appears so, you stayed in it and engage. None of that matters a tinker's damn... but maybe next time you will see the argument starting up and think something like.. ''Wait, been there, done that... do I want it again''.
Now, in my experience, I don't think it matters if you argue or don't, but I do place some value on your awareness of what is going on. Enjoy your arguing and don't fret about it later, that makes no sense to me. Or, you might just say ''screw it'' and walk out. Also just fine. Whatever you do doesn't matter at all... but can you be aware of what is going on? How deeply can you take you awareness.
Remember, your awareness is not a logical analysis or proving one right or wrong... it's just pure un-adulterated awareness.... simple but not easy.
Love ya, Jed.
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