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kerubi:
Hi Jed!
First I need to say, I´m sorry for my poor language. I´m from Finland :D
I love and hate your books.. And I think, I have taken the "first step". But for now I just feel nothing. Everything seems to be so unreal. I feel no joy. And I feel like I am even the deeper sleep than earlier. That feel horrible. But I think I cant go back anymore and I don´t even want to. But now I think I´m in some nasty "intermediate space". What should I think? Can I do something.. do I need to just wait?
Love ya!
Jed McKenna:
Dear Kerubi:
Thanks for your email.
My suggestion, just be with all that is, welcome everything that arises. That is your true nature anyways, why fight it.
Love ya, Jed.
kerubi:
Dear Jed, thank you for your reply.
Can you tell me, is there any possibilities to see any beauty in this world anymore. Now when I don´t believe it (anything) anymore?
Can you give me some advice, what is the "next step"? How I can go thru this..? I really do not want to get stuck for this place where I am now.
I feel very tired. I just started my own company but now I am a bit worried what's going to happen in future. I was so excited but now I'm just confused. Can I still keep going this false show and still someday understand the true?
How to go in the fear?
Love ya!
Jed McKenna:
Dear K:
You are at a typical middle stage. Can't live with it and can't live without it.
When you fully get that it's all a charade, a play, a game, then you can forgive everyone else and play the game with an I. It's much more fun and productive.
Love ya, Jed.
kerubi:
Thank you alot!
I have nothing else to say for now.
I will keep in touch.
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