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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #45 on: August 18, 2017, 02:03:18 pm »
Thank You.

All in "me" disgust me now..
I'm just pile everything vague. I am no longer a complete individual as I imagined before. I notice that everything I do or say will automatically come from memory. I'm autopilot- character.
I just try to understand this and go further. This is just a capter where I have been also before. I can just watching it, right?

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Jed McKenna

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« Reply #46 on: August 19, 2017, 10:00:54 am »
Are you watching it, is it watching you or is watching just happening?

Let me know.

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kerubi

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« Reply #47 on: August 21, 2017, 01:08:34 am »
I think that watching is not just happening (at least not yet), Because there is a conscious decision before.
Surely there must be someone who is watching and of course it must be me. who else.

Here (in Finland) is now an excellent berry and mushroom season 👌😋
That is awesom. But Always when I am at peace picking and collecting my mind begins to ramble like a child. It is very exhausting. Even if I'm not trying to do anything about it. I feel like I do not see around and that noise blur my eyesight and the forest begins to feel strange and dangerous. If I'm not doing anything physical performance, there is no noisy child. But In the woods it is worst. Especially when I gather berries..lol 🤔😬

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #48 on: August 21, 2017, 02:32:33 am »
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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #49 on: August 22, 2017, 10:51:25 am »
Today I was thinking, is it true that there is only one truth? If there are many truths they must be limited and they have to be somewhere.
What's on the other side of the truth? Untruth?
Can the truth exist without the untruth?
Opposites always need the other half to be there.. Can such a thing be true that does not exist without the opposite.
Whether truth exists only in dualism?
Then it can not be true..

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« Reply #50 on: August 23, 2017, 03:09:29 am »
Don't confuse ''true'' and ''Truth'', nothing to do with each other.

Duality only appears to exist and only in the dream.

Love ya, Jed.

kerubi

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« Reply #51 on: August 24, 2017, 10:27:39 am »
Well.. This is more confusing. I'm not saying that's a bad thing.
I do not know at all what you mean.

My business is in bankruptcy. My monetary situation is ridiculous. I have lost the people's trust. And I do not care.
The only thing I'm interested in is this process and At its end hardly even there is anything. Lol 😂

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« Reply #52 on: August 26, 2017, 03:37:58 am »
Nothing is true and nothing is false, however those two are a large component of the human dream... and all of that occurs within the infinite context of Truth.

Love ya, Jed.

kerubi

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« Reply #53 on: August 31, 2017, 06:02:31 am »
Hi J!
What physical pain is?
Mental pain is due to memory and I can choose to let it go.
Whether the ache is also a mental problem?
I obviously do not mean pain due to, for example, broken leg. More like headache and neuralgias..

Love ya, K

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« Reply #54 on: August 31, 2017, 08:10:01 am »
Physical pain occurs in a body. That body has nothing to do with you. Nisagardatta said that his enlightenment took the ''sting'' out of physical pain and that was my experience as well.

Find out who is experiencing that pain.

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kerubi

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« Reply #55 on: August 31, 2017, 01:49:47 pm »
Right, I see.

At the moment of physical pain is a good opportunity to reject the belief or two.

All the best, K

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« Reply #56 on: August 31, 2017, 10:56:17 pm »
Yes, yes, yes.... and everything and everyone is a prod to go deeper.

Love ya, Jed

kerubi

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« Reply #57 on: September 14, 2017, 07:06:31 am »
Hello there!
why you choose to live rather than die?
Is it just "because" or "why not"? Or is there something else also?

I'm not actually thinking that it is better to die. But also I don't see why not. I know that you see a different world than I and I'm sure all these thoughts are just because of I can't see clearly. And this message is only a blaa blaa because I feel like I "need" to write something to you. Which is not true. I'm so bored of everything cos I can not see the end of this stupid game.

Sometimes I cry and laugh at the same time because everything is so simple and comical and then there is this kind of days when all is just a ****. And my head is sooo f*cked up.

Thank you for reading.

Love ya, K

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« Reply #58 on: September 14, 2017, 07:12:15 am »
How can you die, you where never born... and laughing and crying can sound very similar... perhaps just two sides of the coin of humaness.

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kerubi

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« Reply #59 on: September 14, 2017, 09:05:05 am »
Yes, that is something I have heard before. But I guess I'm talking about death of physical body and physical world. Why you enjoy those things? Or are you?

Cry and laugh are maybe just only ways how I can respond to that "new way" of perceiving existence. I don't know.