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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #60 on: September 15, 2017, 01:28:35 am »
Who cares?

Love ya, Jed.

P.S. Further.
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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #61 on: September 15, 2017, 02:54:48 am »
Yes further, no choice, because if not, then all this was just a egos silly little performance. And that is unbearable vision.
But wait.. who cares that neither?

Love ya, K
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #62 on: September 15, 2017, 03:08:20 am »
You need a made up someone to make a made up something matter... and it's all made up.

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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #63 on: September 16, 2017, 12:25:00 pm »
Wondering, do I move this body or is it just moving, and "I" think it is her choice to do.
No expecting answer, but it could be fun.

Love, K
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #64 on: September 17, 2017, 12:51:06 am »
You have to find out for yourself.... just keep that question in mind.

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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #65 on: September 18, 2017, 06:28:58 am »
a couple of sleepless nights later the view is very different. Many things are gone and of course they never existed.
I can not explain this for you or can not give it a name. And did not find any reason why should. The feeling is calm and a bit melancholic but nicely slow and very stable.
let's see what's next.

I'll be in touch. Love, K
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #66 on: September 19, 2017, 01:24:47 am »
Write here any time.

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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #67 on: September 22, 2017, 02:00:59 am »
it is clear now that the brain is very complex and dominates the body completely if there is no awareness.
if there is consciousness that observes and does not step in the brain game it is easy to see that the brain works automatically to satisfy themselves and this machine does pretty creepy things ! There is no "me" controlling things. Just the brain creates an illusion of the person to keep the consciousness away..
And why the brain is so f*cked up?
perhaps because of the environment?
Maybe the brain just does their job, but they are bored because life has become so easy.. and easy is not what brain does.

Love, K
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #68 on: September 22, 2017, 04:00:02 am »
Easy... difficult, who knows.. who cares.

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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #69 on: October 21, 2017, 02:02:31 am »
the world is so empty..
Or maybe there is no world. In any case there is nothing to me.
I know that I always will be fine. More than fine. I know all the time what to do and where to go. It is like a new sense. And I'm very grateful. This is like a great game and finally it feels like I'm in it. But I have no idea what to do here.
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #70 on: October 21, 2017, 05:55:15 am »
Don't fret, you will be shown.

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kerubi

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #71 on: November 28, 2017, 10:13:41 am »
The thing that holds me tight is "love" my man. Is it as Nisargadatta says, that there is no need for selfish actions. That I can do everything for him and this is one way to forget myself. Or did I get it right..
Is there something that "universe" wants us to do or is it also just made up?
Can I do wrong? Is there any 'shoulds'?
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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #72 on: November 28, 2017, 10:42:54 am »
I have been in a very joyless and lonely place for over a year. I do things without meaning every day. Life feels meaningless and empty. Can't see future, not caring about past. I just breath and doing "normal" things. And now no longer insights, no needs to try understand anything.
This is boring and odd and so am I.
What is going on? Nothing i guess..

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Jed McKenna

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Re: Nothing matters?
« Reply #73 on: November 29, 2017, 01:23:25 am »
I don't get how folks can see this dream as boring. It's nothing short of an ongoing phantasmagorical full 3D playground festival of never ending delights and adventures... but hey, maybe that's just my dream. Ain't nobody going to get in my way of enjoying it..  8) 8) 8)

Love ya, Jed.
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