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Re: outside
« Reply #30 on: August 28, 2017, 05:03:58 pm »
Sometimes thoughts are under my head,others over, others i  feel i am back watching through something invisible. Most of the time i feel i am listening to them and i am under my mind.
all destructive thoughts at first can be heard in the mind waiting for me the dog to follow them and be driven totally to non existance. I tried that ... not so much fun  :-\
it seems like it tells what it wants me to do by projecting an image-song-smell etc
it targets or tries to activate, addictions,guilt,shame. Next thing is the physical. I get a lot of pain in what seems to be called third eye,or in the center of my head, when it gets too much my eyes role upwards.
real  doesnt seem to pass through the mind but i am not sure if i am confusing sometimes real with impulse.
While sleeping?(semisleeping)..not sure, i saw my self in human form expanding that it became so big bigger than planets,and yet bigger and bigger,that in the beginning i got a little scared
i asked who i am and this time it seemed to work more. Ears started ringing and i lost form, and i seemed to have reached something that is difficult to describe.. they looked like some grids and total blackness behind them .. my guess is that was experienced from the mind..

How do i know if i am not repeating things i heard or read from youtube,google,my mother,friendzz blablaba
how true i am ?

Can i get some help for all this confusion ??  :D :D





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Re: outside
« Reply #31 on: August 28, 2017, 07:43:16 pm »
What is outside? When i say outside, i don't mean "this"


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Re: outside
« Reply #32 on: September 13, 2017, 01:52:10 pm »
tell **** in the brain
project some **** movies even in dreams
make the body itchy,sleepy,sick and use some bowel,****,action.
put implants,send your nerds  and create shitty circumstances.
leave in every stimulation a distorted filter and come back to it later.
create habits and junk the **** out of this body
and don't forget to use childhood also.. it always works
build your **** up personality and create Dimitris the destruction creator of destruction

Dimitris is waiting for a bravooooo so give it to him. Tell him he is enlightened so he can **** all da bitcheeeeezzzzzzzzzz

i would say i got you by the balls but I don't have these either

did i say something groovy ?!!! sorry probably that was dimitris :-* :-* :-*

Jed McKenna

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Re: outside
« Reply #33 on: September 13, 2017, 05:07:06 pm »
Thanks for your detritus Dimitris... sharing is good for the.... well, whatever.

Love ya, Jed.

guest1046

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Re: outside
« Reply #34 on: November 10, 2017, 03:32:27 pm »
seriously or not .. what is this all about? i suspect for nothing.

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Re: outside
« Reply #35 on: November 10, 2017, 11:04:54 pm »
If you want to know what it's all about just look around you. What else could it be all about?

Love ya, Jed.

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Re: outside
« Reply #36 on: November 11, 2017, 09:47:04 am »
life, consciousness,divine,source bla bla bla...

all just a predetermined story?

i dont see any choice even those that are unspoken. they may look true but is true "true" anyway ?

this message... just a page from a book ?

some top user outside of nothing?

live and enjoy the ride i guess, but i would like to say hello .. :D :D ;D



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« Reply #37 on: November 14, 2017, 02:00:15 am »
''true'' may at times describe something... it's true you are reading this, but never confuse true with ''Truth''. Nothing to do with each other.

Love ya, Jed.

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Re: outside
« Reply #38 on: November 18, 2017, 04:52:34 pm »
i recognize the bs thought.. if i concentrate enough i can even physically feel the energy and after it gets processed and becomes words. Its always trying to put me in loops by telling just once, comparing,projecting images of how sublime it would feel doing this or the other bullshit-addiction , its forceful and breaking my ... well ..

now there is another one internal,short,force-free,instant, piercing through the mind chatter, and it seems to be what i really want to do..

so yes its true that i am reading or writing this but the ball breaker bypasses me and types all kinds of things i read or youtubed forming a crap meatball.

hearing expands, and other thing like hearing the body ordering wood on the phone while over my head and it goes auto mode... then it goes away and it tells me i need to stop so i wont be taken over by an entity.

now it tells me to write "a mysterious world that we live in " which clearly tries to form another type separation, basically its ... pixelating-dividing everything it touches...

crap-free action... when?

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Re: outside
« Reply #39 on: November 19, 2017, 06:46:45 am »
Everything happens only and always now.

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Re: outside
« Reply #40 on: January 16, 2018, 03:20:31 pm »
Do I exist outside source?

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Re: outside
« Reply #41 on: January 16, 2018, 08:19:18 pm »
Define ''I'' and ''source'' so we can talk about the same things.

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guest1046

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Re: outside
« Reply #42 on: May 31, 2018, 06:16:47 pm »
hi your majesty.  this mechanism that entities create so they drain energy from POWER is indeed amazing
Every sleeping source fractal that is seeking unity sees the "superior brother" and wants to be like him -unite once again and thats exactly how he doesnt.
He loops this paradoxical miss ion in his head and finally after certain cycles it has been programmed to go on auto .. worships, imaginary conversations , "did i say it good"  at least being equal and every latico ego virus things..
etheric attachments and all kinds of hooks are formed... hohohoho!! the power drain has been established!!! voila!

the agenda is to " try to remove the virus so not try to remove the virus"

Bring power to the desired frequency range keep it there.

of course the paradoxical way is always the highest in this absolute.

but beyond this there is a top user the source dreamer and his consciousness that creates this a-mazing dream game.  absolute,nothingness,everything,paradox is the vehicle of the source dreamer the sea man
the absolute conversation can exist for both but the choice only for power.

so thanks supercharged guru .. the moon has been very bright these days.. my favourite is the sun.










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Re: outside
« Reply #43 on: May 31, 2018, 10:05:18 pm »
Sitting having a hot mocha. I ask, ''Where is my peanut butter cookie?'' Two saffron robed monks walk by. The waitress (named that because she makes me ''wait'') smiles and says it's ''coming''. Everything appears to be coming, or going in a dream. But between that coming and going is something that eternally is. It has been called many things by sages of the past... I call it the ''peanut butter cookie". I am deadly allergic to peanuts but since I was never born, then I can never die... hey, I did the math and ate the cookie. Seems like I have outgrown my allergy...