Sometimes thoughts are under my head,others over, others i feel i am back watching through something invisible. Most of the time i feel i am listening to them and i am under my mind.
all destructive thoughts at first can be heard in the mind waiting for me the dog to follow them and be driven totally to non existance. I tried that ... not so much fun
it seems like it tells what it wants me to do by projecting an image-song-smell etc
it targets or tries to activate, addictions,guilt,shame. Next thing is the physical. I get a lot of pain in what seems to be called third eye,or in the center of my head, when it gets too much my eyes role upwards.
real doesnt seem to pass through the mind but i am not sure if i am confusing sometimes real with impulse.
While sleeping?(semisleeping)..not sure, i saw my self in human form expanding that it became so big bigger than planets,and yet bigger and bigger,that in the beginning i got a little scared
i asked who i am and this time it seemed to work more. Ears started ringing and i lost form, and i seemed to have reached something that is difficult to describe.. they looked like some grids and total blackness behind them .. my guess is that was experienced from the mind..
How do i know if i am not repeating things i heard or read from youtube,google,my mother,friendzz blablaba
how true i am ?
Can i get some help for all this confusion ??