This has been a very "fun" few days
In another thread you wrote,
there are no others out there, other than an appearance in the dream.
and then
If something is really bothering you about someone they may be genuinely toxic.
So, if there are genuinely-toxic-dream-characters/patterns in this home-dream-environment, and "it's always about me",
It may solely be narratives attached to ["on my end"] (
) that are keeping a proper response from arising towards these "actual energies" in the "actual environment". (In this case, there may be a huge storehouse of emotion in store, for better or worse)
The feeling remains, that (something) needs to be Grokked to really get the juices flowing. Perhaps to truly See that these toxic energies are actual and not just story-based emotional states. I really don't want to end up in another repeat copy-environment in another location again. (or maybe I "do"...)
I've been halfway hesitant to post this, it feels mostly like just getting things clear, although this feels like a "sticking point" that is/will be very common/central and therefore useful in the search bar blahblah.
PS: Would you prefer I ask any "unrelated" questions here or in a new thread?