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partridgeoutofthinair

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process
« on: May 21, 2017, 10:33:35 pm »
Hi Jed , i have been on the forum before and i think i have more work to do.

i am stuck on trying to see bigger than my self. i suppose that is not possible if i associate with self.

is it possible to see my self, to know what self is?
where can i look?
i think that trying to see my self is not possible if i am looking from that level.
what could i be but everything
in the same regard i am not there at all.
what else can exist out side of the universe as i know it now.
this scene that is everchanging, or so i think.
what can i be?
what is this? what is this dream? what is all of this? what is the real me?what is existabce? what is it?
thank you jed

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Re: process
« Reply #1 on: May 22, 2017, 12:31:23 am »
Dear P:

Welcome back.

The answer to all our ''what is'' questions is very simple. Nothing, nothing at all.

What did you  think I would say?

Love ya, Jed.

partridgeoutofthinair

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Re: process
« Reply #2 on: May 22, 2017, 10:29:43 am »
i guess i never thought that through.
i dont know what to do now.
let me start with the persisting belief that i exist. what may i be pointing to when i say me?
the answer is still.... nothing
what exactly is it that make believes this story? so real and still a mirage.
what is the fear that can still shake me down to the core?
its all one big lie
who or what is the biggest lier here?
what precisely do i mean by me?
i find it is unravelling piece by piece Jed. including you.
is it to late to say no?
and who wants a say in this after all,
yours truly the lie

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Re: process
« Reply #3 on: May 22, 2017, 11:56:53 am »
An apt abbreviation of belief systems is b.s.

Love ya, Jed. 

partridgeoutofthinair

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Re: process
« Reply #4 on: May 23, 2017, 05:14:59 am »
dear Jed

What do i know now? I mean know without a doubt.
What context is mine?
when i get up i take on the whole world with all its stories and all its meaning. where do i lie in this. i am in the middle of it all churning out the thickest bs of it all, I exist.
where do i see me?
what is above this?
what is above perception of self?
All i can see is that Iam.

Thank you Jed

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Re: process
« Reply #5 on: May 24, 2017, 01:21:42 am »
Tell me how you know you are, this ''I am"... how do you know it's real and substantial.

I want specifics that a jury of twelve honest men and women would  agree on.

Now, get to work.

Love ya, Jed.

partridgeoutofthinair

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Re: process
« Reply #6 on: May 25, 2017, 05:16:11 am »
i am lost here now. i guess this is the one time i am not lost at all.
i cannot identofy how i know or that i actually know. i cant really pinpoint a me yet when i look there is something that i would believe to be it.
when i hold that something to the light, it too is nothing.
i can see and luagh and hear but at the end of the day i cant know anything.
nothing can be known
this is paradoxical cause you cant even know that in the end.
thanks jed.

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Re: process
« Reply #7 on: May 26, 2017, 12:12:58 am »
If nothing can be know, how can you know that... you can't, but I know  it's an excellent start.  ::) ::) ::)

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Re: process
« Reply #8 on: May 27, 2017, 09:51:17 am »
Dear jed.
whay is left of my life now?
it has all got to go.
what is mu memories eithout their calling?
what are my memories?
what is the onr mm

thankuou jed
ps today is a little bit easier

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Re: process
« Reply #9 on: May 29, 2017, 05:07:32 am »
dear jed.

i want to keep asking who i am. i think i still believe there is a me.
who am i?
if i answer that i am the whole universe or consciousness i will be just as wromg as any other answer. All thoughts symbols and words are complete bs. They have been running the long con and i am the great punchline.
if i am sink into the question i am left with 'nothing'.

who am i?

thank you Jed.

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Re: process
« Reply #10 on: May 29, 2017, 06:15:27 am »
You have the answer, now just be with it.


Love ya, Jed