Lately there has been moments when I experience what IS, beyond the mind field.
Those times bursting out to tears in front of unexplainable beauty and simplicity.
Seems that there are many "troubles" in the way of making money atm.
To make money, it seems I have to build an I. A character that sells. More lies and none of them even work properly. Seems I have to come out of the place where I don't exist and tap back into bullshit of which people are paying me. What to do. Confusion. Fatigue and pain testing me.
This in sorting.