Don't know how but that managed to lighten me up. Needed that.
I feel im growing at a faster rate. I was feeling stuck a lot , and what started puzzling me was, from all the blame and guilt, wait a minute.... Im not the one that ended me up here
SO why am i carrying blame and guilt. I dont know how or why i ended up here, but ive been watching my system very carefuly for a while now, and its not in my direct control. So if
**** happens... guess what? Why would I care? Its soo liberating to even think about it in this way.
WHy would I care how i feel, why would I care what is happening? Maybe before, but after all this work and time and just seeing whats what... makes no sense.
Its like all this confusion is becoming clearer.... its confusion, but thats what it is. I cant do anything about it, thats its nature....
What power do I have hahaha... (at least at this level of being, assuming there is the truth level)