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Jed McKenna

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Re: Landing
« Reply #15 on: May 20, 2017, 09:49:43 am »
Maybe all H/A is about is... suck it up princess...

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P.S. I have have more that a few court dates and it never stopped me.
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« Reply #16 on: May 21, 2017, 09:59:06 am »
Don't know how but that managed to lighten me up. Needed that.

I feel im growing at a faster rate. I was feeling stuck a lot , and what started puzzling me was, from all the blame and guilt, wait a minute.... Im not the one that ended me up here  ??? SO why am i carrying blame and guilt. I dont know how or why i ended up here, but ive been watching my system very carefuly for a while now, and its not in my direct control. So if **** happens... guess what? Why would I care? Its soo liberating to even think about it in this way.

WHy would I care how i feel, why would I care what is happening? Maybe before, but after all this work and time and just seeing whats what... makes no sense.

Its like all this confusion is becoming clearer.... its confusion, but thats what it is. I cant do anything about it, thats its nature....

What power do I have hahaha... (at least at this level of being, assuming there is the truth level)

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Re: Landing
« Reply #17 on: May 21, 2017, 10:45:41 am »
 ;) ;) ;)

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Re: Landing
« Reply #18 on: May 30, 2017, 01:40:17 am »
Dont know is important but ill write it. Ive been trying to have a relationship for a time now. Like male female. Something long distance has come up and this time again i think its holy and what not as usual.

Usually i killed such stuff as it was the thing to do. It drains me to, or i feel as tho it drains me to communicate with opposite as it involves some kind of an ego battle. And of course i want to win.

However this girl seems to need me to balance that stuff even further. Just like this damn job. Is it time for me to do balance again or just continue killing?

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Re: Landing
« Reply #19 on: May 30, 2017, 05:17:02 am »
Do neither, be wiser... see through, understand and forgive, especially yourself.

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Re: Landing
« Reply #20 on: June 03, 2017, 01:14:19 am »
I tingle that I may be the sole creator of B.S. in my life. Maya (I've switched from Univ. to M) certainly gives me the opportunity to do it and I happily do it. I'm responsible. When little I had problem cleaning after my self. It's the same now. I bemoan feeding clothing cleaning, exercise, some good company. HA stuff basically. Maybe I can do the opposite? Can I really take care of myself? That ideas is foreign to me.

I have trouble being a normal guy.

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Re: Landing
« Reply #21 on: June 03, 2017, 05:22:06 am »
... so do I...  :P :P :P

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« Reply #22 on: June 13, 2017, 02:02:01 am »
I have moments where i doubt there is this journey at all. Runs in line with your failures rant. I am a failure. Even in this i am a failure. Can i talk about it? Can i address it? No. I dont really know who i am.

I cannot propagate the words and instructions from you to others. How could it work. How could they see what i see? Am i just destined to live my life with my mouth shut? Maybe with a smile on my face.

The pressure increases but ive never been happier, well at times. At times im the wrecker as ive ever been.

Does this thingy too also gets given up? You too? Me too?
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Re: Landing
« Reply #23 on: June 13, 2017, 08:38:37 am »
Partial giving up equals zero success.

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Re: Landing
« Reply #24 on: June 22, 2017, 01:43:20 am »
Only one thread per member and no commenting on another member's thread.

Thanks in advance.
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