INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I cannot know anything, beyond the fact that I am. So what am I? I don't know what I am but I am, it seems that I can only know what I'm not. When everything is put aside, only pure existence is all that's left. Awareness itself, aware of everything but itself (Can the tounge taste itself?)

Since "I am" is all that I can be sure of. Everything must be in me and live through me. I am the one who gives them life. (Does the world says I am the world?) Nope, but it seems that all I have is the word "world" and previous words placed in me to interact with that which seems apparently but cannot be proved.

I had great experiences, (I am everything, all is brahman, nothing forever, the void and so on) but I cannot rely on them in the least, in nothing really. This is just a story, it seems thought can produce everything.

(How do I know I'm writing all this questions?)

But this seems not to be it, Cause I'm the same guy. Nothing has changed in me at all. (Am I supposed to change?)

Now I need your help, Jed.
What's real? That's my question
The best you can put it into words, of course
Please, I beg you. You tell me now

I can't experience, know, see, perceive, understand, grasp, sense, own, give expression to Truth, so it remains unknown, infinite, nothing, beyond all. But I am that, 'cause all there is, is me and I certainly cannot lose myself, can't I? Only that which is not me. The false I is in the way to see what always is, cause I only see what was put in me, so it must be destroy, there's no other way. (But the beauty of all this is, that the more I want to kill it, the more it remains)

(Am I just making another pathetic story here?)

What would you say is that which can never be lost? Can you put that into words? (you said in your books that you can't, but please give a try)

Can you please give me a hint?

Thanks for your help

S/A is not for everyone. If it suits you by all means, do it.

Remember to relax and breath.


Love ya, Jed.