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adinfinitum

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Re: First step Last step
« Reply #255 on: June 23, 2017, 08:18:52 am »
Meanwhile "Keep feeling and inquiring into it, as deep as you can go." between absent mindedness

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« Reply #256 on: June 25, 2017, 07:14:42 am »
Looking in the source again and again...
The now is so bland, so empty, I am deeply afraid of that. It's like loosing the body, loosing everything, loosing what's I think I am. ...........

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« Reply #257 on: June 25, 2017, 07:17:12 am »
Each time this is made clearer, that I've no longer something to hold on, an idea, hope a cycle of panic starts for a few days... Then i get quieter, hopes revigorated again

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« Reply #258 on: Today at 07:01:31 am »
All hope is false hope... I suggest you accept that humanness is totally hopeless. Why do you think humans tend to put so much hope into their actions and dreams. That's all Maya/ego.

Love ya, Jed