I can't experience, know, see, perceive, understand, grasp, sense, own, give expression to Truth, so it remains unknown, infinite, nothing, beyond all. But I am that, 'cause all there is, is me and I certainly cannot lose myself, can't I? Only that which is not me. The false I is in the way to see what always is, cause I only see what was put in me, so it must be destroy, there's no other way. (But the beauty of all this is, that the more I want to kill it, the more it remains)
(Am I just making another pathetic story here?)
What would you say is that which can never be lost? Can you put that into words? (you said in your books that you can't, but please give a try)