Hi Jed,
In another thread you recently agreed that after T/R there are no thoughts. That was new and surprising to me and I'm going to consider it a moment, because it sounded interesting and I've been moving in that direction. I'll start with a few observations.
Observations
1. Thoughts affect my interpretation and experience of the world.
- If I feel an itch, I can think "Agh! It itches! It itches sooo much!" and that will increase the degree of itching sensation I feel. If instead I think "Meh" that will decrease it. The first prolongs the duration. "Meh" usually ends it quickly. My working hypothesis is that this is caused by bringing the experience more into my attention, (or vice versa, as in bringing my attention more into the experience. I think both interpretations are equally valid. For a long time I only did the latter, {not yet having conceived that there was another option}, but I'm trying to turn that habit around so I model it as an internal affair, at least for now), or pushing it away. I've tested this phenomena with other things as well; sensations of pain, taste, etc. and so far it has always shown to have an affect.1 I've read accounts of others doing similar things and I've seen lots of them reporting similar results and no one really arguing that how they focused their attention didn't have any effect.
2. Thoughts are not required to interpret and experience the world.
- I'm using a definition of a thought as an idea comprised of words. I still experience the world when I'm not thinking. Actually, with the hope that readers will forgive me for thinking off the cuff instead of doing it before putting pen to paper so to speak, I'm inclined to think that my thoughts never experience the world directly but only interpret it, which is how they affect the experience. Likewise, images I generate in my head, (which in theory might include the images of the world I interpret as external, but I haven't experienced that yet... not fully), do not seem to directly experience the world but can have a similar impact to thoughts.
Possible conclusions
1. As I continue watching how words and images as pointers for my awareness, (and possibly nothing else), I'll eventually conclude that thought itself is pointless and a waste of time.
- This would likely mean that I'll find there are better tools I an use to accomplish what I attempt with thought. This seems to be what the idea "In truth realization there are no thoughts" means. If this is the case then when I express myself with words it could still sound like thoughts to others, (as Jed's words sound to me), assuming of course there are others. Furthermore this suggests that I ought to be choosy about what others-generated thoughts I give my attention too. Not in a self-censor-evidence-contrary-to-my-worldview way, but as a means of bringing experiences I prefer and avoiding those I'd rather avoid. If everything is all illusion, this is probably even moreso the case.
I may come back and work more with this later. Jed if you have anything to say about this I'd be interested in it. If not I hope you post it anyway so others might see it and I can come back to it, thanks.
Footnote
1 - At a couple points in my childhood I was subject to the brutal authority of despotic English teachers. Ending that sentence that way delights my inner child because I imagine those teachers would reflexively condemn that sentence for ending in "have an affect" instead of "have an effect". Since the dictionaries at that time, (and likely still), defined 'effect' as something like "resulting from a cause" and 'affect' as something like "impact", and since 'effect' is almost always the word meant after "have an ..." when the other option is 'affect', and since 'effect' does make sense in that spot I imagine those teachers would be quite confident in their wicked condemnation of my sentence. However, ending the sentence with effect would be a weaker point, and affect is what I intended. So neener, neener, English teacher. As to the rest of you, I acknowledge that my usage of run-on sentences and placing a parenthetical aside within a parenthetical aside was shamefully indulgent. I apologize for any pain this may have caused you. I hope my usage of color and other markups has helped make things a little easier to read.