Hi Jed, how are you? Just a little update, I have been trying the "Here and Now" and feeling the "Presence" for last couple of months, but yesterday I watched one of Mooji's video, which has me thinking since last night. I am trying to find the "I" that has been doing everything and I can't find it. I understand it intellectually now that "I" is made up of thought/memories, without any real essence. I have been creating I's out of thin air, including the I that is saying this right now. For every "I" I create and destroy, hundred other rise up to take it's place. There is an I that saw the previous I, there's an I that destroyed the I, there is an I that felt proud, there is an I that thinks Jed is going to pat me on the back, hahahaha I (<another **** I) see this so **** clearly now how the I is created out of thin air.. it's a **** joke. There is an I that wants to get enlightened, there is an I which wants to be free.. **** there are so many many many I's... and when I try to find them, they vanish, only to come back again when I am not questioning it's existence... but then again, where is the **** I which is questioning? I thought I was spiritually mature but I haven't even taken the first step yet.. wait, which **** I hasn't taken the first step?? LOL... what a **** joke.
Love ya.
P.S. I wanted to ask you how do I create stopping I's, then I realized I will be creating another "I" that wants to stop creating "I"'s.. but it's too late, I already created another I which has realized it will be creating another I. LOL.. the biggest joke is being played in my mind right now.