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Jed McKenna

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #60 on: May 24, 2017, 04:35:49 am »
Only praised by other philosophers... sorta incestuous.

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #61 on: May 26, 2017, 07:58:50 pm »
How can I be so peaceful, knowing the things I know (or have un-known)? Why am I not crazy, running around naked on the streets, aimlessly chanting ridiculous mantras? Wherefore am I not depressed, scared out of my wits or filled with existential angst? No, just slowly working on my birdhouse, whistling, wondering if I am too dumb or too smart for this question...

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #62 on: May 30, 2017, 01:16:44 am »
Great.. I don't see any problem in that at all.

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #63 on: May 30, 2017, 04:51:26 pm »
Maybe it is merely the empty smirk of the wise fool embracing the paradox

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #64 on: May 31, 2017, 04:29:06 am »
....maybe...  ::) ::) ::)

Further,

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #65 on: June 04, 2017, 08:39:29 pm »
I just smile all thoughts away, taking another sip of tea, staring at my new lantern. Beautiful, beautiful! Very interesting... Oh God, how bad for you... I wonder... ahahaha, you silly... sip sip

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #66 on: June 05, 2017, 02:59:49 am »
 ;) ;) ;)

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #67 on: June 12, 2017, 05:03:22 pm »
I'm gonna say bye for now Jed. I feel like a wanna be in the world for a while, and you're that pesky Mosquito that keeps biting me and giving me the truth virus. But thanks for doing all this, really. Life is such a trip, it's almost too good to be true.

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #68 on: June 12, 2017, 11:36:05 pm »
I wish you the best....

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #69 on: June 30, 2017, 02:32:25 am »
Haha, I tried and I realized there is no difference. Living in the world and searching for truth are the same thing. This whole forum is full of bullshit, including my posts. You are just talking bullshit as well, Jed; it is the only thing you CAN do. I am the same. The only thing that is real is an intent that is so sharp it could literally cut nothing in half.

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #70 on: July 01, 2017, 12:15:00 am »
Good, now stop talking about it and go do it!

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #71 on: July 03, 2017, 12:40:25 pm »
Do what? ;) Hahahahahaha, I'm having quite the giggle at myself at the moment
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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #72 on: July 05, 2017, 04:12:38 am »
 :D :D :D

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #73 on: July 07, 2017, 06:10:45 pm »
Damn, there is so little left, and yet still apparently so much. Sometimes, there is this desire for somebody completely openminded, transparent, unrestricted, sane, sober and with a sharp intelligence that I could interact with in real life. Someone better than me, someone that I could look up to with awe. I want to meet a real Jesus, Buddha or whatever, someone that can put me in my place. But then again, I have this faint nagging feeling that there is no such person...

I don't know if this is 'verboten' to post, but this is the way I've been trying to make sense of things these past months: Link removed... just a distraction... now back to work.

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Re: This is not a test
« Reply #74 on: July 08, 2017, 12:19:44 am »
You are the person you seek... less stories and more awareness...

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