Damn, there is so little left, and yet still apparently so much. Sometimes, there is this desire for somebody completely openminded, transparent, unrestricted, sane, sober and with a sharp intelligence that I could interact with in real life. Someone better than me, someone that I could look up to with awe. I want to meet a real Jesus, Buddha or whatever, someone that can put me in my place. But then again, I have this faint nagging feeling that there is no such person...
I don't know if this is 'verboten' to post, but this is the way I've been trying to make sense of things these past months: Link removed... just a distraction... now back to work.