Hey Jed,
You ever tried DMT?
If so, then what are your thoughts on it?
It's very hard for me to remember what all happened when I broke through, but I do remember something like perceiving reality as living thoughts. At the very root of reality was just void, and out of it, living thought forms were swirling, spinning, morphing, etc. Like dances between polar forces. What I usually thought of as myself (my body) was WAY out on the edge of one of these living thoughts. I was thinking at the time that this was basically the computer where reality is simulated. It's the root where all of it starts. The "computer" didn't seem mechanical at all though; it was alive and produced thoughts organically or something.
So yeah anyway, thoughts?
Thanks,
Ken