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Jed McKenna

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Re: Pi
« Reply #15 on: September 08, 2014, 01:00:56 am »
Hi Pi:

Good stuff and Goode stuff, excellent with the exception of his insane brakeless bike riding. I  don't know how  he does that one.

Keep at it, don't let up but be gentle on yourself.

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« Reply #16 on: September 18, 2014, 03:01:12 am »
Hallucination of a witnessing awareness or just hallucinating is happening ...

(1) Desire arise - to become a successful business-person
(2) Action taken - register with relevant authority an IDENTITY i.e. the company name plus details like business address, promoter's info (name of the first directors and shareholders), date of registration, nature of business, etc legally exist and recognized as an unique and separate ENTITY that is totally made up based on consensual reality, plus never-ending effort and non-skeptical belief required on self-promoting in order to survive and grow.
(3) Upon investigation, using UI, the "company" entity cannot be found.
     - Is the word (i.e. company name, my company, our company, our business, we) really the "company" entity? No.
     - Is the picture (i.e. company logo, image of office, image of staff, image of product) really the "company" entity? No.
     - Is the sensation (i.e. contraction around heart, knot around gut) really the "company" entity? No.

(1) Desire arise to become a successful human-person
(2) Action taken - register with relevant authority an IDENTITY i.e. the person name plus details residential address, promoter's info (name of biological and/or adopted parents), date of birth, gender, ethnic/culture type, etc. legally exist and recognized as an unique and separate ENTITY that is totally made up based on consensual reality, plus never-ending effort and non-skeptical belief required on self-promoting in order to survive and grow.
(3) Upon investigation, using UI, the "person" entity cannot be found.
     - Is the word (i.e. person name, I, me, my, self, myself) really the "person" entity? No.
     - Is the picture (i.e. self portrait, selfie image, image of my face, image of birth-cert) really the "person" entity? No.
     - Is the sensation (i.e. contraction around heart, knot around gut) really the "person" entity? No.

The word "apple" is a label pointing to a physical thing (green/red fruit). The word "company" is a label pointing to a concept (that may point to collectively physical and non-physical things i.e. company name, office, face of CEO/founder, etc.) The word "person" is a label pointing to a concept (that may point to collectively physical and non-physical things i.e. person name, body, face, etc.)

The word "I" and "me" are just words or labels, can only appear when language is used for communication/convenience sake and out of habit; without using man-made language (in this case, English) where is the "I" and "me"? Where else can the concept of "self" appear outside the realm of language? No language, no "I". Garbage out (what was) garbage in ...

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« Reply #17 on: September 18, 2014, 09:34:32 am »
More hallucinating arising ...

Who am "I"? What is the "I"? Just a thought, what else?

Not just a thought nor is "my" thought but an arising thought from nowhere (location cannot be pinpointed exactly from where). Not only this word "I", every damned word (regardless of any man-made language) is an arising thought, with the exception very likely the word "I" could be one of the most energized (highly charged with meaning & emotion) thought, if not the most. Not only every damned word is an arising thought, every damned arising thought at best can only be serving as a label, symbol or finger (that appear to pointing to or representing inherent physical thing, subtle object, make-believe concepts, etc.)

Who am "I"? Thought thought "thought"? Label label "label"?

Despite mindfully slow belly-deep inhaling and exhaling, what opens up is hallucinating witnessing labels and symbols floating around ...

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Re: Pi
« Reply #18 on: September 18, 2014, 09:43:51 am »
Good work Pi, stick with it. Remember to throw out everything because that's not 'it'.

Love ya, Jed.

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« Reply #19 on: September 22, 2014, 03:42:48 am »
"I" would be amazed at what a bullshitter "I" am, or can "I"?
Amusing (with a WTF expression) more than amazed ...

"I" am absolutely full of lies, or have "I"? Was it fool of lies or lies of fool?
It is not about the end of lying, but clearly seeing that there's no liar.

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« Reply #20 on: September 25, 2014, 01:09:18 am »
Dear Jed,

Lately Pi focus a lot on the sharing of Direct Pointing from book/internet and Pi gets that the identity of a separate "I" (i.e. label) can only be found pointing to the English word "I" (i.e. label) plus unsolicited arising bodily sensation that gives the impression felt sense of a separate "I". Thoughts arise from God-knows-where and disappear to God-knows-where, so as bodily sensation (raw energy) and there is no one (can be found) to claim credit on the ownership of arising thought/sensation.

It makes lots of sense to focus on your invitation to infinite welcoming, as there is no separate entity in relationship to another separate entity and all the talking are just meaningless labels (without the support or glue of arising bodily sensation that gives label power/energy to believe and its perceived meaning). In such context, what else is there to look forward to, if not welcoming flow of arising thoughts/energy ... infinite welcoming - that which cannot be simpler.

What is occuring in this forum is like a label "Pi" (which in fact ownerless' thought in) writing sharing with another label "Jed" (which of course ownerless' thought in) writing, sounds very much like eerie science fiction i.e. nobody is talking to nobody yet there appears to be understanding (i.e. meaning) and communication (i.e. sounds) between the nobodies. No me, no you, no Pi, No Jed, just one oceanic life force flowing infinitely.

Questions:
(1) Jed, has Pi crossed the "gateless gate" line?
(2) If yes to Q1, is this consider the last push for Pi or not?
(3) If no to Q1, please help to point further (middle finger is welcome too).

Welcome ya,
Pi

PS: You mentioned any TR fella won't be interested to appear here in this forum reading, writing and sharing his/her apparent BS with you. Yet, Pi read postings here on a regular basis and Pi is still writing and sharing here now in this forum - it appears that there's still DOUBT even though Pi won't claim credit or ownership for what is written here ... or maybe writing just happens ... :)

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« Reply #21 on: September 25, 2014, 02:06:12 am »
Gateless gate, I don't think so, not from what you have said, but that's just my b.s.

What next, gentle honesty, hot sharp knife through butter. Perhaps a high powered laser.

Keep it up.

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« Reply #22 on: September 25, 2014, 02:45:20 am »
Hi Jed,

Thanks for your feedback and I hope you don't mind give me examples as you points out:

"What next, gentle honesty, hot sharp knife through butter. Perhaps a high powered laser."

Welcome ya,
Pi

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« Reply #23 on: December 05, 2014, 09:00:21 pm »
Dear Jed,

After few months break from this forum on my own, the overall experience has been very very unhappy and suicidal thoughts kept recycling ... even though I noticed my inner resistance has reduced tremendously and clarity apparently heightened to the the sharing on the books by Greg Goode and most of the authors/teachers you recommended.

Very much like given up hope toward HA/TR, and I felt I have given my best shot wholeheartedly as dedicated as humanly possible and the feeling that I've broken down so badly and so much so I'm raising the white flag now ... just so tired and not inspire to further ...

I've seriously considered the option to return to the matrix and be like everyone else and live on like a sheep but I am too screwed up and unfit ...

Hopelessly,
Pi