Author Topic: universe, neurosis & me  (Read 1153 times)

morrinow

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Re: universe, neurosis & me
« on: March 15, 2018, 07:14:40 am »
I rather tell you what I don't want: I don't want to realize truth if that is the starting point to a process of slowly fading out of life. i don't wanna awaken out of duality and thus put less and less energy into my dream character until it fully dissolves (like you describe your own process). i don't wanna come to an end of the evolutionary process of change and transformation. you write that h/a means to constantly wander about and explore and play and thats exactly what I am eager to. Maybe I'm just kinda like a child who refuses to go to sleep, but anyways, I wonder if T/R is necessarily the ending point of all evolution. Ah and foremost I don't wanna fall back in a less conscious state than now and have to travel this suffering/samsara road ever and ever again. I don't wanna be Sisyphos.
Where am I mistaking?