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alig

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Re: Vippassana
« Reply #15 on: November 08, 2016, 02:09:21 pm »
yeah I contemplate this sense all the times recently (I'm more absent minded these days at work than ever). Though sometimes for example when I'm at work and its very busy around me its very hard to look at this "I AM" objectively and see it, but other times like when I'm home alone I can sense the emptiness of this little man clear as day, who have to go (and will go), I don't feel depressed about it at all, Just a blend of joy, pity and that I will miss him, kinda like the closest friend. sentimental BS haha. The sense that I'm dreaming and this is just a dream (lucid dreaming) is very hard for me to conjure though, happened only a few times overall, long way to go still for sure.

so today I began my first serious SA session, my goal was to come up with questions rather than answers, here is a sample of it:

what do I know?
I know that I'm talking to myself.
What am I saying?
To whom am I talking to?
Who does the talking?
what is speech?
what is language?
what is a symbol?
what is its purpose?

...

does it lead to anywhere like this?
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