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apple

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Want to see halo
« on: July 20, 2015, 09:59:21 am »
Dear jed,hi !
because I do not know why .I just know that when I woke up in the moment, I found my self has disappeared, and I was the substitution false ego (instinct initiated protection mechanisms), I found I had lost myself, I became a zombie, I had no heart, no soul, no thought or no self, things are much worse than imagined, my energy always enough, I felt my heart was evacuated, I was always very tired, I have to spend a lot of time to sleep to replenish their energy, Maybe this is my truth of it, but I've been tormented by the pain, so do not see the truth, my heart is always full of fear, anxiety, unrest, riots, sensitive, self-esteem, self esteem, and I with normal is not the same thing, my world there is always only me, I cast out of me, and to love all that I can not love my own place, I can own and their own dialogue, parents, friends and family by me to play, I give myself the love I need, I give myself, my parents could not give my love, I always wanted to integrate myself, but I can not, I have to keep vigilant for everyone,I tried to protect myself, do not allow others to hurt me, my self tied me, I can not breathe, but I could not go out, I have exhausted all means, we can not escape, like a fairy tale prince was shut In the iron stove inside, I bear great pain every day, I can not distinguish the boundaries of their own and others, I am still nursing, I have not grown up, I am still in its infancy state,
Every day I live on my own for my own creation iron stove, I can not perceive the outside world, even more can not feel my own heart,I can not write self ablation, because I completely without thinking, too sad

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Jed McKenna

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Re: Want to see halo
« Reply #1 on: July 20, 2015, 10:51:36 am »
Dear Apple:

Well,  that doesn't sound like much fun.  What can I do to assist you?

Love ya, Jed,