How? I understand that consciousness is it. I understand it from a philosophical standpoint, from a neuroscientific perspective, and even from an occult point of view. So I know it, but can not experience it! I have had those moments of being one with everything, but then bam! Right back to everyday way-of-being. I personally do not hold anything to be true until I can experience it. Since these moments of oneness have been fleeting and not permanent, then I not sure if that is a real state of being. Hell, I can easily recreate those states by taking mushrooms or some other chemical, but I don't consider those experience to be real either.
If removing these importances are what is blocking me, then what technique would you advise? I have done the neti-neti, and realise that all mental constructs are just signs and symbols, and sense perceptions and just 2nd hand information being reconstructed by the brain and has no relation to what could be the real truth. Everything is made up! Everything is a illusion. I know that. But I still live within the illusion. It's like I know it is an illusion, but don't feel that it is an illusion. I'm wanting that visceral, feeling it to the depth of by being experience that will finally make it real.
Maybe Richard Rose was correct, and that after a certain age people are not able to reach true realisation. Now, that's a depressing thought. Being stuck in a prison, and releasing that it is a life sentence. If that is the case, then death would be welcomed. I will not live my life shackled and chained.
Now, I'm just getting pissed off. Just the thought of being stuck in this is not tolerable.