New to the forum, but been searching for years now.
I've been using the Neti Neti process, and after seeing Jed's idea about writing that process down, I'm now achorless - which I guess is a good thing.
I've run out of things to look into. Everything is just . . (I dislike the word nothing its not descriptive to me) . . . not important. Absolutely everything, every thought, feeling, perception. Its all to be discarded. 'I' can't even find myself anymore, there's no one doing the looking and nowhere to look. The mind spirals. Which is good.
So now there is just sitting, watching the illusionary dream go by, watching the mind flush down the toilet in spirals. For some reason, I enjoy watching it spiral down.
I wonder what it will feel like when the gut belief of 'I' finally gives up the ghost.