What was wrong? It’s difficult to answer the question because today I do not see wrongness there.”I“ feel “something” was impossible, only one of them must be real. The assumption had crushed. And I’m not upset any more about that when those two things aren’t real, it fits my logic now. Can I feel love? Yes, but feeling is more like a wind. There are some heavy parts of me with stiffened feelings, my past. Do I need to do cleaning work? Or some dear magic Fairy would melt them down for me? I don’t feel like doing this. Kind of digging through loads of junk. Disgusting. Fairy would be good.
I feel fresh and ready to start a next line.
It is about the process of perception. What is the simple structure of it? I – perceiver, subject; something – perceived, object; and the process of perceiving – awareness of the two of them in series of moments – time, kind of sparks one after another. One of them – I - is superior. With much fear attached to it. Is it okay for one part of the process to be superior? I don’t know. But simple logic tells me that they are at the same area, what is superior or what is inferior there? Could subject be more important? I don’t know, that’s just different parts of my mind. How could one part of the mind be superior? It hardly can.
Funny, but I arise in those sparks. Pulsating. Empty space between them. Like symbols on the keyboard or on the page. Another piece of fantasy.
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