yes, sounds about right. Less than sincere. Working with whats available, which seems to be a search that is for the most part less than sincere. Not the rabid straight line it seemed at first but something that goes
round
and and
round Seems that i observe the bs nature of thought only to forget it, re-trust them, and observe it fresh all over again. But sincerity and on and onwards into boundry-lessness....ah, this is not something i get to pick and choose about... In fact theres nothing i get to pick and choose about, but things are most interesting when i watch the thoughts do their contrary dance and things start to get seamless, boundryless, even for a scaredy cat like me.....so i'll pretend to pick and choose that