INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I definitely prefer warm weather.  The hotter the better but going along with what’s here for now.  I can not imagine what it would be like anymore to not have an escape plan.  I can’t even stand the thought of it.  To be honest, I don’t know how I survived so long without one. 

I feel like I don't know what I thought I knew and I know who doesn't like that.  So I'm doing a lot of deep breathing, since my distraction of constantly vaping is gone, and I guess I can breathe again or I'm starting to.  I thought I knew what breathing was and then it got deeper and then once again I thought I knew, but it got deeper still and so it goes, so I guess I just don't know, which is probably for the best.  At any rate, it's cold as hell here like 5 degrees so we are all just stuck in this house safe and sound.  I guess you can't be anywhere else except where you are so that's that as well.  I mean what can I really know?  Nothing?  God I hope not.  There must be something out here somewhere.