I was scared, actually terrified last tonight. This happened to me before when I was a teenager and I had a some kind of break where all at once I saw that everything that I'd ever done or felt was a natural reaction to everything I'd ever been exposed to. I remember trying to explain it to my parents but they wouldn't hear of it, somehow they thought I was blaming them even though I wasn't, I just saw that everything made perfect sense, anyway, then this feeling that I could disappear, basically maybe go insane and not even know it appeared and it was so intense, they had to put me on drugs. So my question for the day is do you know why this is happening now or what it is? I would ask will I be okay but this question doesn't even make sense anymore. Help, your prompt response would be appreciated. I thought I would go to bed and it might go away, but it's still here. Fear of being nothing, of being annihilated.