Author Topic: When it feels real but you know it isn't.  (Read 4930 times)

Sandraanne

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Re: When it feels real but you know it isn't.
« Reply #15 on: June 18, 2017, 10:15:01 pm »
Well, I don't know where I am anymore but this is a good place.  I think maybe I should just stop here for awhile and rest or do whatever.  Maybe I should just leave the T/R for later and just go for the Adulthood thing.  All of a sudden I just feel really happy and isn't that what it's all about anyway?  Maybe it will last awhile, longer than a day or a week, maybe it will last a year or two, I mean I can't know.  But all of a sudden, instead of thinking "I've got to do this (dishes, laundry, go to work) I'm thinking "I get to" like this whole life thing doesn't have to be some terrible struggle all the time.  You know maybe the dream can be a dream instead of nightmare.  Can it?