Author Topic: When it feels real but you know it isn't.  (Read 4927 times)

Sandraanne

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Re: When it feels real but you know it isn't.
« Reply #15 on: June 19, 2017, 03:38:57 am »
I'd say the only way to be happy is to get rid of yourself.  How do I do that because I'm sick to death of her.  I'd blow her head off with a shotgun myself if I thought it would work and I'd still have a body.  Honestly, she is mostly gone when I'm at home, when she's not here, I feel fine.  She comes back at work and it's there she gets disappointed, jealous, greedy and insecure.  The truth is lately my money has actually been increasing not decreasing, but  it's never enough for her because I have a job where I could make hundreds even thousands of dollars every  single night, the opportunity is there but it seems like when big tips are out there, the cards go bad..  She's like a curse, when the huge money appears, she doesn't let them win.  So the flow that could be overflowing is only trickling when it could be gushing.   This is all her fault, her energy is off, or something and then she literally fears for her life.  I could be happy if I could just get rid of her.  Just tell me how to kill her.