So I accidentally posted "my post" on someone else thread and oh god, the horror and the shame of that accident like shot me dead (I wish). I guess that was careless, I wasn't looking, just figured I was on my own thread. The false self hates it when things like that happen. Oh yeah, I was like "Calm down and shut up" I can't even deal with you anymore. Die already.
So I'm reposting it here. But I do apologize and ask this question "Why does anything happen the way they appear to happen? Or is nothing happening?"
*. Then I realized I could remove the post from where it was so I did.