Author Topic: When it feels real but you know it isn't.  (Read 4906 times)

Sandraanne

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Re: When it feels real but you know it isn't.
« Reply #120 on: August 15, 2017, 05:32:19 am »
There seems to be a pattern emerging here like the next thing I need to know is the next thing I find.  Same with the stuff I do, like walking the dog.  I seem to do my best thinking about all this while I'm walking Luci.  I used to always run or walk with music blasting through my headphones and that's still fun but now is a time for figuring out what's going on.  So here's what I got today...

Everything is me.  I have literally created every situation I have ever been in and those situations which I find unpleasant are on repeat mode until I go back and destroy the wrong knowing that created them in the first place.  It's all a dream so there's no good or bad, but I've decided to welcome every single thing, every single moment that comes my way and see how that works.  No one is doing anything to anyone because there's no one here, only one thing, and it is you, and me, and every single thing including the table.  Resistance to anything pulls me back into the dream.  No more resisting, not even to no sleep tonight.  Apparently, when I pass out from exhaustion, it will be when I'm meant to rest.  Totally cool.  I think I can't screw this up.