No sleep again but I've recovered from the monster (temporarily) so who needs it, not hungry but starving at the same time, so tired so I'll go for a run, mile five I usually find some relief, pound myself past exhaustion. I get a thrill out of that. Record week for running, I should just keep pushing it. Do the kid thing with my kids, people treat kids like crap, I hate that, go to bed, clean your room, do your homework, stupid, I say do what you want, hurry up have fun while you still can. I can play in that world. Guess that's why my kids actually like me. You want pancakes at 3am but we are out of syrup, no problem, Walmart's open 24 hours, get in the car, we can laugh at all the ugly people while we're there. I got to leave it all behind today (no searching for anything) and just enjoy this. No work today, I'm off the next two days, going to forget this world for awhile.
Just let me know when we start.