INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

Don't even bother answering... It's so obvious right now

**** this **** is so overwhelming... It destroys everything and T-sar bomb like energy is free to flow

Why did I even take life to be serious? ****, this is not serious

Seriousness is a disease

And of course, not a serious one hahahaha

Where most religions and philosophies fail: They take the universe to be something serious

Desirelssness and fearlessness are the way. The wisdom in this words of Nis are crystal clear to me now

**** distractions. I will do like Siddharta did and "sit in the bodhi tree" until ultimate freedom is reached...

All else is just bootleg cheap ass bullshit

I spent hours today focusing on the "I am"... All I could see was how deeply entrenched in the illusion I was: The hate, angst, etc that existed deep down.

Nisargadatta Maharaj and Ramana Maharshi always talked about love, peace, happiness, freedom and etc... But I suppose all that good stuff was born out of theirs non clinging mind, freedom from desire, and general sattva cultivation, not from T/R; is this correct?

So, I'm still doing the I am contemplation for whatever reason(actually it's because of my overactive mind that's always jumping from place to place)

Anyways, It's impressive how **** much trauma and mental torture is going on the background of the mind... The proccess of decontamination is going on strongly though and little by little all this **** is being seen throught.

Just posting here to give a feedback and maybe because of other sinister subconscious reasons I'm not aware of. I don't even wanna read a reply from you because this would be just casting another hipnotic spell over my mind

They are both good news from my perspective.

Love ya, Jed.

So, after a lot of unecessary suffering, I managed to pass throught another gateless gate... Now, I dont think I felt this good about life even as an innocent kid. Also, killing ignorance is so much fun!

Thats it... I jumped into the void and there was nothing to be afraid of there. A lot of things are crystal clear now and looking behind I can see how much of a mechanism of delusion neo advaita, Tolles teachings, general mysticism and even modern buddhisn are. Still, now I can look at those things and see what is of value or not.

"Throught cultivation of emptiness, everything good follows" - Nan Huai Chin

Now I understand the value of this quote.

You were the real deal after all... Thats it, I have nothing more to get from here; I think I wont come back unless I happen to fall into delusion again. If I happen to post again, do like Nis would do and kick me out haha