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Re: where am i?
« Reply #30 on: March 30, 2015, 05:54:11 am »
there's this feeling that I'm betraying my family. I see it in their reflection. do I really believe that I am?....perhaps if what they are is only projection then maybe I'm betraying their separateness...the consensual agreement...but am I even doing that?.. If I watch then the typing continues....there's no point to it.....did 'I' say i"if I just watch"? bla bla bla bla bla who cares

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #31 on: March 30, 2015, 08:30:26 am »
Yeh, who cares???

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #32 on: March 31, 2015, 05:39:18 am »
Does further apply only to ideas and enquiry etc ?... How does it apply to witnessing the present continuum? Isn't that just the same thing?..... I suppose my point is...is further a useful reminder if I'm already present ?..... (Assuming I could be)

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #33 on: March 31, 2015, 05:44:46 am »
I mean if I'm just not here then is there any useful advice except "YOU'RE NOTHING!!!!!!!" ?

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #34 on: March 31, 2015, 05:48:59 am »
And useful for who?!! ... Why recognise ego atall jed... Why do you? ...do you?

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #35 on: March 31, 2015, 10:41:54 am »
It's simple, find out who is asking all these questions. Go ahead, find out now.

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #36 on: March 31, 2015, 11:42:52 am »
nick types them but doesn't author them....the words I and me are awkward
if nick doesn't author what he does then there seems to be nothing to do about it....
there's an unresolved feeling....
still nick wants to do something about all this HA/TR stuff....It's a bit sad really...like a mother can't believe her baby is dead and still trying to mother it, make it breath....something!..it's been going on for years now
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Re: where am i?
« Reply #37 on: March 31, 2015, 12:19:10 pm »
Let go of the steering wheel that was never hooked up to a tiller.

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #38 on: April 06, 2015, 02:46:23 pm »
trying has nothing to do with it....there is no correct attitude or approach.....it's none of nicks business....kindof....but kindof the most pertinant issue in his life....if he's happy with things or not makes no difference....nick holds a wheel that isn't connected to a tiller....
you once said somehting like...you completely relinquished control to get control....I thought of that lots of times...what control did you get?

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Re: where am i?
« Reply #39 on: April 07, 2015, 12:26:02 am »
Nothing that could be put into words.

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