part 2
Dedicated to Jed
If you remember, your first answer on my thread was about blame.
I even called it "Big BUT". )
You got to the very point, straight into the heart.
And below you can see my reaction. It worked at a deep level.
After that, I had my own experience, like this: to be deceived by a Teacher whom I trust?
Dear Jed, I don’t care if there is a deception "in reality" or not. I NEEDED to go through it.
And what did I find?
I can neither blame nor justify anyone, because I see the whole picture. And here there is no right and guilty, because there is no "guilt". I see the roles, I see the connections.
It is very harmonious and ... beautiful ...
Now I feel so light.
I forgave myself. Or rather, I let go of the feeling of blame.
Besides that, you gave me a lot more ...
Much has remained behind the scenes...
You gave me a helping hand and I finally came.
This is not even called love. Can this be given a name?
... So great ... such a grace ...
... So powerful and so subtle at the same time ...
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No, it's impossible to describe…