I feel confused, yes i let her in my life but isn't she me? aren't we all connected? Why should i fear myself? i gave her a lot of unconditional love regardless of her toxic flaws as i believed in it. am i not supposed to believe in others and the universe?
Why would we as consciousness/god create a universe with destruction? why unfair circumstances/luck/health/suffering? What purpose do those serve?
We as consciousness created a delusion. That we are separate from God. In that delusion duality was created.
That duality includes those things we mention.
how is it possible without an ego? we have to keep judging things in life or else we will be unable to live, we can get used as door mats with unconditional love, and we can eat things that may affect us badly overtime.. how do i overcome this to be at peace with it?