i can't seem to enjoy the responsibility part it's too much of a pain, this body has lazy human traits with no motivation at life as i(the body) still find it pointless even if my(the body) goal is to experience it, i feel like there is nothing to experience as i've seen it all i keep repeating an algorithm, i am bored i am not stupid, i think of myself as not that dumb but deep down i know i am a pawn and i am way dumber than i would expect not to be
how do i overcome this am i just supposed to use a habit change routine to brain wash myself to like life?