the role of life, when a negative arises should I just accept it over resist ?
what about my actions towards life? if i lazy off my days, i may end up not achieving anything even there is nothing to be achieved as it's all in the mind.
accepting a so 'making a living' is also part of it and so is accepting lazyness. i feel counter intuitive at points when i embrace lazy days even when i cherish the now with them but i feel like i meet doom when i slack off something that was mandatory to success.
if i meet a paradox between a positive and negative, should i keep cherry picking positives? or will that be my downfall of not observing them, sometimes positives do not serve me i am aware. but sometimes they seem rather beneficial.. hard to tell out toxic or not due to a lack of intellect before calculating the next move
i am aware this is from in ego thought story
it seems i'm stuck in my past loop as i bought the story
how do i approach practicality should i do what i want with extra awareness or will that still bring me doom?