INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

i'm trying this abstaining to ****/****(nofap cult) for some so called benefits of energy/mental clarity giving it a shot, am i resisting the urge to masturbate or am i listening to what i want? which is change, i'm a little confused on what am i resisting am i resisting change or am i resisting masturbating? i feel like with any context i can defend anything around not knowing what am i truly defending? am i resisting fear of failure am i resisting.. what am i resisting is the question, i ask myself what is true, is this true? i can't really figure it out

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