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khalifa

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #120 on: June 22, 2017, 06:47:59 am »
apparently i just have a bad way to breath all day, i feel a lot of stress easily lots of crappy thoughts bad lifestyle, major change and action is required and you tell me not to control anything? at this rate i'll be homeless jed
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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #121 on: June 22, 2017, 11:07:30 am »
Home is not what you think it is. You already are homeless and have nothing to lose. In my experience the most wondrous thing a human can do is find out where and what Home really is. You are doing everything you can to avoid that and your pain just ain't going to end that way.

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #122 on: June 24, 2017, 09:43:30 am »
I found home as in presence or understanding the unity part, how come do i feel it very temporary? i dislike the idea of wearing the ego once again and feeling all that is and looking at it with negativity playing a game where i am pretending not to be god when i am everything

i guess this is the plot i gave myself
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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #123 on: June 26, 2017, 06:50:15 am »
That's one way of looking at it, but not the only way.

What other point's of view could you take?

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #124 on: June 26, 2017, 09:56:56 am »
infinite paradigms come to mind neither right or wrong quite overwhelming or not depending of paradigm of choice

in my case i am weak i keep picking negative ones which cause me to feel what i feel
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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #125 on: June 27, 2017, 01:16:35 am »
Resistance results in persistence... welcome you silly choices, enjoy them.

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #126 on: June 29, 2017, 03:02:21 pm »
jed if life is all about cherry pick do whatever comes across, what is the point of the navigator series?
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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #127 on: July 01, 2017, 12:05:54 am »
O.K. Sit down and listen closely. Time for me to whack you between the eyes.

There is no such thing as life and there is no one who could possibly cherry pick. In addition, they is no point to anything at all until a non-existent mind makes one up.

You are being dreamed and there are certain ways to manage the dream character and this apparentcy so that it's more fun and entertaining. If you want to enjoy the dream you are going to have to let go of your desire to control things. You are trying desperately to make sense of and control darn near everything... but in your heart you know that's just not possibly. This dissonance will eventually wear you out... really out.

Please absorb what I have just written and DO NOT try to make any sense of it. Making sense is just another facet of seeking control. I get that you are quite miserable and unhappy. I am not, so there is as simple lesson, you do not have to be miserable and unhappy... I just proved it to you.  If I can do it, anyone can. The option of being miserably is always there, but I don't feel drawn to it.

I did certain things, let go of certain things, lived a certain way and moved to a certain place for no reason at all, other than perhaps they all facilitate me enjoying the entertainment of the dream. You can do it to, and if you don't, the weight of your errant believes will leave you old, wizened, lonely and miserable... just look around you for proof of my assertion. You might even look closely at how you are currently experiencing the dream. You are living proof that what you are doing fails to bring you joy. If you keep doing the same things whist expecting a different result, you are truly much sadder than you realize. What could you do right now that is different that what you would usually do? Now, go do it.

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #128 on: July 02, 2017, 08:08:29 pm »
it's just the usual health problems, can't get enough sleep and i'm in hell 24/7 due to ongoing tinnitus, i just have no inner peace, i feel like i'm a slave with no breaks, just trying to get through this stupid university engineering crap, i don't think i'll see a day out of it, i've been leaking pee, bed smells like terrible, i just cry my eyes out i want peace man, my brain is burning it's on going, i just want this hell to stop, **** this

how am i supposed to be in inner peace with such health problems, please forgive me for whining, i want to live but i can't seem to do it, my ego wants perfection it wants a fair share, it realizes it's powerless it just wants a decent average luck like all else till 50s or 60s, i'm still in my 20s and i am struggling hating life everyday
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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #129 on: June 12, 2019, 03:23:52 pm »
feel much better lately, i let go of control of the silly khalifa character

things are always working out for me, why try? it all comes to me, my life carrer is to seek joy/relief/well being at every moment that is my focus, what makes me feel better? that's all i am after

when i notice something feels unpleasant i just detach myself from it or learn from it rather there isn't anything to learn since i already know it all, there are a number of ways of dealing with it, but it usually just ends up being the same theme i love to explore in life, i just simply relax into life, that is my theme lately and it's been a blast

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Re: Why is life unfair?
« Reply #130 on: November 21, 2021, 12:40:32 am »
Love intimacy in my experience doesn't seem to go well in this dream, does it exist in this dream?

It seems like people are only after themselves and are devils inside be friend other devils and throw you away when they don't want/need you anymore

they say things that are appealing but quite fake, when the time comes they pull away and act like strangers, I'm confused why would such a thing be in this dream, is it just for my entertainment? If that's the case i shouldn't take it seriously yet again it's quite painful at heart i am attached as i deeply loved

Smack me abit, it's been awhile

Right now what i want in life is more power, How do i get it? Perhaps fasting away my chronic illness seems like a good idea, Will give it a shot soon when the universe delivers/manifests some income for me to be able to do it in a clinic in germany
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