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Jed Rants => Truth Realization => Topic started by: Jed McKenna on January 11, 2018, 12:47:27 am
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Dear Members and lurkers:
The reason you are reading this is most likely two fold, 1.) you aren't T/R and 2.) you have experienced wanting revenge in the past. Well... nothing wrong with either of those. So, let us start at this human dream level as revenge has nothing to do with T/R.
Pretty much everyone has felt they have been wronged at some time.. It might be the gov't, courts, some guy in the bar, a girl friend who stole your lover, an ''X'', blah, blah, blah. If you deny something like this has happened then I'm calling b.s. on you. BUT, there is an amazing way to gain revenge, to get your retribution... and it turns these kinds of events and feelings into a blessing. Here is the secret... but just a heads up, this works, it is deadly effective and (counter-intuitively) it can point one towards T/R.
So, dada... here we go.
Get even and not in a half-assed way... BY BECOMING DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!
Now, some folks are going to say that's ridiculous, that they could never forgive so-and-so for such-and-such. Well, that would suggest to me that you don't really want revenge, you just want to sit and stew in your self-righteousness.... and the other's self-wrongedness. I am providing a remarkably effective method for those of you who are ready to step out of your morbid state.
In my experience, revenge is a high octane fuel that pumps up Adrenalin much better than Starbucks. However, it also burns out the human system if maintained for any length of time. Sure, you will feel alive for a time, but it's pretty shallow and damaging.
On the other hand, my proposed and (in the long ago past) practiced solution is not only very effective but, quite probably, will result in an increased life span.
If you want to be deliriously happy, I suggest you go back and read my past rants. I have laid out a bit of a map which, if followed, will lead to considerable happiness and freedom... hm...deliriously, well that might take considerable work, but let me ask you this, would it not be a worthwhile subject of study? Would even a little happiness delirium be of interest?
In the alternative, you can sit and stew and take your cancer inducing self-righteous rage to the grave, and you will end up right, dead right.
My question to you is what small wrong could you let go of right now. It doesn't have to be big, just start small with some little slight. Let me know how it goes.
Love ya, Jed.
P.S. Don't be surprised if the other party get's really pissed off at you in your delirium... good thing that's none of your business.
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Well done Jed... you click-baited me to this thread to tell me I'm not T/R, not fair ;D
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I would avoid a teacher who plays fair... you have nothing to learn from him... or her.
Love ya, Jed
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Lol bs. Well played Jed.
Just here to say something along the lines of: T/R for sale!
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Yes, in a sense T/R is for sale... however, I gain nothing and you loose everything. Crappola.. what a great marketing plan. Who would have thunk it and perhaps that's why to few buy it.
Love ya, Jed.
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I would avoid a teacher who plays fair... you have nothing to learn from him... or her.
Love ya, Jed
I'm kidding but yeah, I should either get surprised or tricked into T/R. I can never stumble into it by my own choosing. The same way that I didn't choose to go to sleep and got tricked into it by Maya.
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Glad you grasped that A.
Cheers.
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I have just finished reading and excerpting your rants from first to this one again, then seeing the context you say in this rant.
It let me feel what you say there is something more meet the eye, feeling maybe there is infinitely perfect intelligence controling here. very interesting! maybe the universe is really like what you say: the naughty dog. :D
everytime I feel fear or lost, your rants and books can always make me back to calm(sometimes more fearing as well...)
thank you all your sharing!! Your are the indispensable character in my loonely dream. In a way, you let me feel you are the only friend in my dream, and the only one no matter what I do or don't do, always recepting me and never judging me. Is that what the really angel ::) :P although never having meet you...
thank you Jed and love you!! :P ;) ;D :D
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Glad you grasped that A.
Cheers.
The Jed story has played a key role in shining the light on The A's story. Thank you 8)
(but more tricks are still welcome :P)
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I join "the REVENGE experiment"
2 years ago I had an incident with a two policemen, they fine me for having a document of my car in "no good conditions"
I explained them that for years I have this document and have showed it to other police and never had problems with it.
They laughed at me, fine me and took my car. I didnīt have money, I had to work 2 months for pay the fine and have my car
again. Yes, I want revenge.
In the rant: H/A rating, you said:
"take a moment and want exactly what you have in this moment. What law says you can't want what arises to you?"}
I think: why I donīt want to be humiliated and fined?
Immediatly I think: I could look like an idiot, a moron, what would my mother say , my family, my friends.
They probably will say: Hey, this idiot likes to be humilliated, letīs humiliate him.
In my society, I have been taught that you better lost your life instead of lost your "honour".
Now I understand why my ego is bigger that the empire state.
Those belifs and thoughts are not mine, I am like a computer following instructions and giving my life to fulfil them.
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You are realizing something that I think is very important... how many in your culture recognize this?
Love ya, Jed.
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Nobody that I know.
I think further and see that I need those instructions and goals to feel alive,
to not feel empty and without any reason to live.
"I" live because the problems and for the problems.
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:) :) :) :)
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There is the option of not giving a **** whatsoever. I've found withdrawal of attention in today's day in age to be the equivalent of suffocation. And then there is the side effect of when I stop placing attention on something it ceases to exist entirely. So there's that...
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Great timing! Yesterday I had the rage going over my partners X emotionally manipulating her daughter, and saying my partner could have done a better job of parenting and raising her, while he has done nothing the whole time. Amazing to feel the energy in my chest that just wanted to drive him in to the ground.
Then I thought about how he can only be the person that he is. No other option is possible. That I can create an alternate possible personality for him and then decide that him not having that outlook is not ok, is totally insane.
He should be a better man.
He should be Neil Armstrong.
He should be an alien with two heads and three arms...
Kinda tears the bag out of it.
And, I cannot not judge him when I do, nor not realise I am kidding myself when that arises too.
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Judge him, judge her, judge you... what's the difference... really, what is the difference?
I can't seem to find any.
Love ya, Jed.
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Big I is big, haughty, arrogant and eloquent, knows everything better and always has the strongest reply when needed and is able to demolish anyone who walks in his way. No exceptions. Almost no one can be trusted, so almost everyone is unnoticed in conflict with me. Calculating and always a few steps ahead of the 'opponent'. Nothing is what it seems and that means that the other side of the battle always has the feeling of controlling and being the winning hand. But nothing is less true. And the moment the 'counterparty' drowns and relaxes in its satisfactory condition. Then I mercilessly strike with all weapons collected on the way. Destroy everything. A Pyrrus victory. And when the glorious dance is over, loneliness takes over again.
Little I is full of doubts, afraid to be seen, afraid to be punished for who he is.
No one really likes the big I. He is dissatisfied, intimidating, regularly stomps and uses ridiculous tricks and excuses to not express his real need or feeling. If he is not seen then he roars for existence. If he does not get what he thinks he is entitled to, then it is always up to the other and all registers are pulled open to enforce what is supposedly necessary. While small I can do it so differently. He knows what he needs and why. Small I can do this differently, but he does not get the chance.
Little I hides behind the big I, and big I cover the little I. And every time little I behind that enormous I comes from then I find a great reason to declare the small self-confidence of little I invalid. Only when little I can fully accept myself can I go to rest and retire.
Little I is constantly looking for the perfect superior example. Great I judge if the chosen examples are good before they can see little I. Great I will first check if there is not a weakness in this person. Because other people's weakness can be harmful to small I proved so. If I discover a weakness in the examples, then I take great I violently to protect the little I. Little One is innocent, insignificant, unconscious, and unprejudiced. Great One is alert, much smarter than good for both of them, calculating, combative, suspicious, aggressive and unable to make concessions without exposing the weakness of the other. Everything to give small I a safe passage. But little I can now walk, talk, love, is resilient, does not need a great example anymore and is capable of sincerely relying on his environment. When will that huge I retire?
Last night in my dream I met little I. He stood patiently waiting for his father. With a blue white jacket, just changed front teeth, long hair and stubborn head. I squatted in front of him and looked at him for a moment. What a fun and sweet kid. What exudes a power from those shiny eyes. It's time, I thought. I gave him a hug and he looked at me confidently. I got a lucky quarter from his left jacket pocket. No dime, a quarter. Because ... a quarter of the whole that I am. Dad, mom and sister have the other quarters. There was a bit of rust but it still flashed. I put it back in his pocket, gave little I a hug, a kiss and a shovel and wished him success. And little I ... still looked so happy, innocent and uninhibited from his eyes as the reflection that I know from 30 years ago. Only now did he understand that the wait should stop. The war was long gone ... fortunately.
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:o ??? ::) :P
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You sexy little swine :-*
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An attempt to regain self-esteem, which further darkens TR.
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Impossible to darken T/R, it is pure light itself. But one can darken this dream... if they want to.
Love ya, Jed.
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Yes, the dreamer dreams revenge. Their cover story veils themself from the truth. (This is the darkness I was referring to).
Dreams deny the truth. No amount of denial can blind them from the truth. They have to know what to deny before they can attempt to deny it. So they will always know.
When their denial becomes uncovered, they often say to themselves "I always knew that". At that moment, they have no comeback. They just got a tiny taste of their own truth.
Long time ago, a therapist told me I was in denial. In defense I left the scene. Went and found a dictionary to look up the word denial. When I read the definition I said to myself "I always knew that". It was at this moment I realized that I could no longer trust my thinking.
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;) ;) ;) ;) :o :P :-*
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I feel like god has wronged me by putting me into this world. If I could find this guy inside a body, I feel like I would want to break each of his bones
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Get revenge against God, get deliriously happy. Might be fun.
Love ya, Jed
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Trying to show off that i am happy and i am not hurt by my enemies etc could be suffocating , but pain of letting the enemy know that i am so hurt and failed and discouraged by his actions/words can also be suffocating. :-\ . Though most of suffering is from self-image protective thinking.
I had experienced both ,if i dont have the guts to express hate and anger or even have the guts to accept i am a coward and then just be it without complaints, then suffering is unavoidable. These things were experienced many times in my work place to the point of having panic-disorder etc. But one morning i had the mind to take a paper and write resignation and end the job career, way better than sufffering for more years and getting cancer for nothing :(
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It seems I can't know what would be my next self-hating, judging, discouraging or worrying thought. But it arrives of its own and countering after thoughts also arrives of its own, I can also ask so what are you going to do with this thought, then the next fkin thought comes. ☺️
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You are fighting you thoughts and not giving them loving attention that they so need.
Love ya, Jed.
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To stand there and give space for the inner bully to express itself fully , but without falling for it, would require a skill that should be developed?
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No skill needed, just awareness... nothing more.
Love ya, Jed.
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Another idea that I had about to really take revenge from a different angle is perhaps to consider that, 'what' made your enemies sick and a$$holes in first place is the same 'thing' that is inside you which caused you suffering. It could be reluctance, laziness, unwillingness, fears etc.
If one can push themself and go through these obstacles it's like defeating your enemy, or not being one like them. 🤔
It's like seeing your fears or blocks as the fears of your enemy which prevented then from being a mature adult or better human.
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Got it. I suggest you apply my test ''does it work''. If it works for you then I heartily endorse it.
Love ya, Jed.