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General Discussion / Re: Indications
« on: March 13, 2018, 04:50:15 am »
Ok thanks

General Discussion / Re: Indications
« on: March 11, 2018, 05:17:22 pm »
.  not sure im happy with this definition but lets get on with it. indications meaning-                                                                                               
                 when info or input from seemingly disparate sources is noticed by the character to form a coherent instruction or direction that is recognisable and meaningful to the character in the context of their present situation.
                i decide to go to the ice cream parlour. I put on my coat and go to get out my bike, and lo and behold i have a flat tyre. Never mind, i set off on foot. As i leave my building i hear my neighbours arguing, and one is screaming at the other, clear as day "dont go there, dont you DARE go there".  I start walking down the street and a strange dog stands in my path barking and snarling at me until his owner drags him away. The final straw is when i am crossing the road not looking where im stepping and i slip right over on, yes you guessed it, a big sloppy melted ice cream.  At this point i say to myself "hmm, seems its indicated for me to not go eat ice cream today".
              so to rephrase my original question - is the perceived universe a reflection of what i am, and shaped by beliefs? where are 'indications' stemming from if not just some (untrue) belief?

General Discussion / Indications
« on: March 10, 2018, 03:59:51 pm »
Can you tell me anything about indications like especially where they stem from? Thanks Jed.

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: September 16, 2017, 10:33:23 am »
Ok, I can answer that myself.

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: September 15, 2017, 05:20:42 pm »
But theres no one can help me is there?

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: September 15, 2017, 05:19:13 pm »
4 songs? Nice. Usually its 4 sons.

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: September 15, 2017, 05:17:37 pm »
Dear Jed. Thing is I don't know what it is I'm not free to see. I don't seem to be able to keep hold of anything that is grasped. I would forget All about t/r and h/a and just have a normal life but I don't know how to do that either. I can't seem to kill it off or trust and enjoy it.  I, I, I....just when it seems I have a useful thorn to use it becomes ineffective.  I believe the same old ****. Again. It's the emotions. I've got 4 songs and hardly a minute to myself in any 24 hours, i may as well quit the forum as any advice i get here or there turns to nuthin so soon. There's no one can help me with this is there?

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: September 01, 2017, 10:39:09 am »
ah, ok, every single thing, i get it
 (so must lose it...)
thanks again fella
a la prochaine x

General Discussion / Re: emotion
« on: August 29, 2017, 12:52:18 pm »
these things never translate into words very well but here goes......

it seems that my emotional  bluster and trivial pursuit are there to stop me from seeing... that it SEEMS that-  theres no one thinking the thoughts,
                                                                                                                                                                       no one having the experience,
                                                                                                                                                                       no one watching the show.
Is there any more for me to say than that?
                                                    Hmmmmmm.             I want to say i am terrified by there SEEMiNG to be no one
                                                                                    and i am furious that i can never, ever KNOW for sure
                                                                                     I.E seems theres noone, seems there is someone, seems theres noone and it
                                                                                is the puppet who is powerless to ever know for sure its a puppet
And the words....the terrified, the furious, the powerless, the NO ONE.....these words are not conveying much you know xxxx

General Discussion / emotion
« on: August 26, 2017, 12:04:43 pm »
Hi Jed. Can you point me (?) in the direction of harnessing some of this utter fury despair and terror that seems wasted on trivia, and instead how to use it in my (?) process, or is this the wrong tree to be barking at?

General Discussion / Re: what keeps happenning
« on: August 17, 2016, 12:51:39 pm »
Hmm, yes yes I know a plan made of thoughts who lie and lie and lie.... A plan that's not worth the paper its printed on....

General Discussion / Re: what keeps happenning
« on: August 17, 2016, 09:44:47 am »
yes, sounds about right.  Less than sincere.            Working with whats available, which seems to be a search that is for the most part less than sincere. Not the rabid straight line it seemed at first but something that goes
                                                                                            and                  and
                                                                                                     round                                                                                                                                     Seems that i observe the bs nature of thought only to forget it, re-trust them, and observe it fresh all over again.  But sincerity and on and onwards into boundry-lessness....ah, this is not something i get to pick and choose about... In fact theres nothing i get to pick and choose about, but things are most interesting when i watch the thoughts do their contrary dance and things start to get seamless, boundryless, even for a scaredy cat like i'll pretend to pick and choose that

General Discussion / Re: what keeps happenning
« on: August 16, 2016, 10:26:00 am »
do you still remember what it's like to be a little caterpiller and every time you see the boundry-lessness it is overwhelming so you quickly create a boundry?

General Discussion / Re: what keeps happenning
« on: August 13, 2016, 09:56:45 am »
yes but sometimes the entertainment is painful, like today with my fella and youngest son, we're all getting attacked by a nest of wasps stinging us everywhere even around our eyes and we are running and running and theyre inside our clothes but once we are free of them i am falling on the floor laughing my head off and my kid is screaming....just entertainment  :D
And so not judge the thought or the knock on actions they lead to, just keep on watching the show? The massive curiosity is something that makes all the difference and cannot be called up like that (fingers snap) but watching and wondering i can do xxxxxxxxxxxxx many thanks

General Discussion / Re: what keeps happenning
« on: August 12, 2016, 04:41:28 pm »
look, im not very good at describing what i mean, but i am guessing you know what i was asking, for some advice about thoughts that create actions that create more of the same. Can the flo be nipped off or must it just run and run

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