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General Discussion / Re: confused
« Last post by phruitea on April 25, 2018, 01:16:11 am »
I read the passage of Julie's transformation and I don't identify with them. I guess that makes me a Human Adult (in progress), so I guess I'm just picking at T/R but I don't really want it. I wonder why I don't want it, what attachment I have that's positive that makes the dream still worth dreaming. What I do want to realize is the N/D stuff, but maybe I'll never take that step. I don't know. Where do you see me in the progress of all of this Jed from your elevated perspective? I guess it doesn't matter, only to stay or go further, even though I don't have a clue where further is.
General Discussion / Re: confused
« Last post by phruitea on April 24, 2018, 06:16:04 pm »
I'm still a child Jed. After writing down my wants and desires and exploring why I wanted them, I found out it was all to be noticed so that people will protect and save me. I thought I faced my death, but I still am acting like a child looking for his bottle. Me wanting money, sex and to lose weight are all fears I have that are a deeper fear of going unnoticed and being nothing to other people. What's so bad about being nothing to others? To being nobody? That there's no one else there to be with you, the loneliness. And with loneliness, there's nothing to do but to face the nothingness that is out there, that's right in front of us but we ignore in our little groups.
General Discussion / Re: It is starting
« Last post by Jed McKenna on April 24, 2018, 12:16:35 am »
Just keep on faking it. You are realizing the illusion. Not a problem.

Love ya, Jed.

P.S. Stick with your SA.
General Discussion / Re: What is Truth Realization? (How to?)
« Last post by Jed McKenna on April 24, 2018, 12:12:24 am »
Of course my statement is confusing. As I have pointed out many times THIS does not make sense... if I am making sense I am not fulfilling my obligations to you as a student.

How can it be too extreme to write out on a piece of paper something that is true?

Perhaps this journey is not for you, at least not now. You might want to put is aside  for a few years.

Love ya, Jed.
General Discussion / Re: What is Truth Realization? (How to?)
« Last post by Anon4Lulz on April 23, 2018, 11:02:21 am »
Hey Jed,
the truth behind I AM and STH is may be the same, but I find ur expression still confusing.
Contemplated what u were saying. Thanks!

I've a question regarding the process of S/A:

U are suggesting autolysis to the seekers of Human Adulthood.
Isn't this process too extrem. It will definitly left scars in the psyche?!

After the rebirth u will life another "lie"...

Regarding my S/A: I've headache all the time (With some minutes of bliss and happiness beetween). I cannot socialize anymore. I cannot pay attention in school.
I will get totally **** up? Right?

General Discussion / Re: It is starting
« Last post by BreakingOut on April 23, 2018, 08:47:57 am »
O.K. Captain, going right through it, seeing the illusion, we will see how this ship will flow...

I am wondering about the following.

When I am in a situation that causes me distress (that is the easiest condition for me to remember that it is not real), I remember - ok it is not real, it is an illusion. I still feel inside it, feeling the uncomfortableness but the situation is lighter in some way, I don't take it so seriously. I then try to look at it from the position of the observer, detaching myself from the feelings of distress/uncomfortableness. But what happens is that it seems to me then like I am actually not really in the position of observer, but that I am imagining that position IN MY MIND, so in mind I say - ok i have to go to the position of observer, and then I CREATE that position in the mind to "satisfy the form", so to say... but it is some imagined position, it is not the "real observer". It is imagined. It gets easier but it gets easier inside the mind, I feel like I am fractaling the mind so to speak, and not liberating myself from it... Do you understand what I am trying to say?

See the illusion... I am now imagining in my mind that I am seeing the illusion. I am faking it. It's a start, in some way, huh? Btw. loving the spiritual autolysis, now I understand what it does, it is like a drilling machine for the psyche, really cool tool...couldn't imagine it till I started to use it. I have a trust that it will lead me far.... 

Love you
Jed Rants / Re: Jed Rant, by request....
« Last post by Jed McKenna on April 23, 2018, 12:58:55 am »
Sorry to burst your bubble, but nothing can be explained... because it's all made up.

But, I guess that's a bit of an explanation... hmm....

Love ya, Jed
General Discussion / Re: confused
« Last post by Jed McKenna on April 23, 2018, 12:56:53 am »
Whoa... what makes you think there is an answer? Look deeper... much deeper.

Love ya, Jed.
General Discussion / Re: confused
« Last post by phruitea on April 22, 2018, 11:01:54 pm »
All the answers to all the "Who am I?" questions are not me but my dream character right?
General Discussion / Re: Waking Up
« Last post by Jed McKenna on April 22, 2018, 10:03:53 pm »
 ;) ;) ;)
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