Ha! Yes my eyes move in small jerks, the only way I found to scan smoothly was while walking.
Reading the previous post was like an instant download...
My mind sticks to importances, things, events, more things.
I cannot stop from doing so it but noticing the jumping here and there... tends to stop it.
It's like an invitation to die. Me is the biggest of all my importances. Defocusing => not a lot of me.
I confuse being with whatever that says 'me'.
I have faith that what's left without is worth it or no... just would be better without me eating the whole cpu power.
I also notice how in love I am with meanings... how else would I still be there.
The advice of ignoring was very similar no ? Maybe too raw to my taste. This way hmm it's different.
But I'm just spinning here. I see my responsibility... or am I hallucinating that it is my decision ? I don't know.