how to answer without storytelling?
the awareness of awareness is great.
the mess in the store needs to be cleaned up. i was not minding it well and a bunch of **** blew up.
learning to shut up, for me, currently, means i'm being taught to shut up. it's humbling.
realizing i am nothing is relief, the 'no me, no problem' kind.
so now, mariam, are you going to get out of your own way?